Life is not easy.
There's no secret to make money.
There's no list of things to do.
What annoys me is that the certain few that made it thinks they did something special that others have not done, they start writing books 📚 and all that.
To me, it's all useless. Just keep working and improving and changing your plans, just keep at it and it's okay to be depressed and frustrated but you will be glad to continue in your feet again because it must pay off somehow, I mean your efforts.